Today marks tHe end of 2009 ~ Time realli flies without us knowing.. Its a year since i joined my tis current company and "Hooray" I had finally completed my studies which had lasted for oNe and a half year =) No more late nites on wed and fri (".) Pending results which will be out in another 7 to 8 weeks or so. fiNgers crossed ya, LOL :) Experienced so many changes in a year and finally thiNgs re settling in place. Just hope everything will be smooth sailing for the coming new year "2010".. In addition, there is a new member in my family which is Baby Javen Ho who was born on 23 Dec 2009, coNgrats to Sis Iris and Jiefu for their arrival of their second child.. Pics will be uploaded later ya ;)
* tiNking of where to go for couNtdown wif dEar and my sweetheart zhen later, kekez!! Will update wen i'm free *
~ Goodbye 2009
aNd
Happy New Year to Everyone ~
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
Exactly 2 moNths since my last post on my abandoned site ~ Haf been pretty lazy to pen down my thoughts, partially cos haf been catchiNg drama series & playiNg my favourite bejeweled on facEbook. Dun even haf enough time to catch my slp ya =)
SomethiNg to rejoice about... Sch is fiNalli oVer, Kekez !!!! but pray hard tis last 2 exam upcomiNg in dEc, i'll be able to pass.. Had maNaged to pass the past 8 modules w/o fail.. But realli worried for tis last 2 modules cos simply dun uNderstand it.. Haiz*
Anyway will be back soon to update on my life recEntly, going for lunch soon. Hopefully it doesN't rain..
Lastly, preseNting my cutie pair doraemon from dEar (".)
Friday, September 11, 2009
It was amaziNg how thiNgs haf changed... I had initially lost trust in Love totally till he came by. If u asked me why, i wouldn't be able to explain too =) Alot of ppl came in to my life for the past 9 mths but none is able to touched me like he did^ But still veri tHankful for everyone who tried to pick me up during that period of time cos i noe some of them are genuine in their care for me.. It is just tHe feeliNgs tat he gave, tHe security he had given me to make me willing to try it one more time just for him. Perhaps like ppl always say.. "mEeting the rite ppl at the rite time" Now i believe so (".)
I had fallen to the bottom of the pit previously but now i'm learnin to climb up from where i fall. Dun deny tHe fear might still exist a little but appreciates everything that he's willing to do for me be it from tolerating my temper & to pampering me like a princess... I'm so grateful tat i found back tHe meaning to life.. Sorri for making those who cares for me worried for me for the past 9 mths esp my lovely mum & sis.. But dun wori k, I'm realli perfectly fine now & is well taken care of ~
" Dedicated to my dearest Micheal Chang : Dear, Appreciates ur Love & care & everything tat u re willing to do for me. I understand human beings do haf differences at times and it is not easy to maintain a relationship but we will work on it together alrite aNd i promise u tat i will walk out of his shadow & haf nothing to do wif him veri soon ~ Hope we can walk hand in hand till tHe rest of the time and be so loviNg & sweet always =) "
Monday, September 7, 2009
A promise siNce 22 August 2009
My dEarest Micheal Chang
tKs dEar, u made mE trust LOVE again... Appreciate every little thiNgs u did for me =)
Wat a guy who is not even able to pay up tHe $50 he was supposed to pay every moNth for his OWN Hp bill.. How pathetic it is.. Like i said before U wanna spEnt moNey on someone else or urself please pay off ur debts first Or if tat person LOVE u so much pls ask her to help u pay off ur debts.. I'm not asking for anything too much, tis is just wat u are supposed to be paying me back & for godness sake it is not even enough to cover ur Hp bill each moNth not to even mention the balance u accumulate & owe further each moNth. Pls dun make thiNgs so ugly.. U came to me & ask me not to make things till like tat & to let u continue the contract under my name till next year wen the contract ends & promise u will carry on paying each mth.. But wat i received in the end was only u paying me 1 time in July & in August U dun even wanna reply my msg wen i asked u abt it even though how much i dun wish to contact u . Wat a coward ~ Just my luck to fall in Love wif sumone like u which i will nVr ever feel contented to haf u before yet only disgusted to haf fallen for someone like u... DuN even wish to mention to haf such a pathetic PAST wif u before.. Pls save some face for urself & do something abt it..
Friday, July 24, 2009
Hmm..... Its been rather loNg since I last updated abt my life ya =) Unhappy thiNgs aside, tink the last time I post somethiNg rather happy is almost abt 2 mtHs ago where I go party & chill out every now & then, LOL ~ Life has been fun recently too esp wif tis sweetie ZhenZhen around (".) She's another muddlehead like me thus putting us together, u can imagine how blur we can be at times, haha =) Catch up wif alot alot of other old frieNds recently too but most of the time are chilling out & partying as well.. It keeps me real occupied which is sumthing gd^ kekez.. But sumthing bad is i'm falliNg sick, no shd say haf fallen sick.. Stupid cough, sore throat & ruNny nose.. Pls get well soon.. I wanna go siNg .. But partially the reason I took longer to recover is also cos I have not been watchiNg my diet =( down wif sore throat yet I had Katong Laksa on tues nite, Steamboat oN wed & KFC + Sashimi last nite.. How to get well ya, LOL =P weNt Crazy Hour wif Zhenzhen + bf & friends @ Chinatown yesterday after bro iN Law Douglas' mini Bday celebration @ Er Jie's hse.. Sang a few soNgs wif sweetie but not realli contented cos had a hard time siNging.. but is ok, when I haf fully recovered, we shall go siNg again ya (".) mEeting up wif Zhenzhen later after work. We are now like lesbian, haha.. She told me "1 day nvr see u I gao wei leh" kekez... Shy* Hehe.. Actualli me too ya, grown quite attached to u my dear gal & enjoyed ur company.. tKs for everything & being there ! Some of the pics to share not gonna post all cos it is available @ my fb... Got to go...
Us at M Bar
Zhen & her bf Weili
Us & the waitress Shuling
3 Good friEnds @ Liquid Gold
See no evil, Hear no evil, Speak no evil..
mE , LiroNg and YenliNg
My 38 classmate =)
Monday, July 20, 2009
Its amazing how scheming ppl can be... Alot of ppl including his parents, bros and friends warned me abt her but yet i choose to believe she's innocent and realli regretful of wat she had done wen she apologised to me tinking we are all gals and shd understand how we felt.. I'm stupid, I'm ignorant believing someone who hurt me once. Time slowly shows her fox tail proving how scheming and scary a person she is.. Everyone sees it but just not him.. For once i tot giving them my blessing is wat i shd do.. but NOT now when she is often acting like a pathetic person in front of him. . . U make everythings sounds to him how bad a person i'm and how much sufferings u had gone through and how "wei qu" u are rite. tiNk twice.. and beware of retribution. . Oopss... i remembered u got URS... Initially i still pity the u whom i tot was really repentant and regretful... but now blame no one but urself.. U didn't fell veri badly i guess cos u got a SPARE tyre who is willing to do anything for u... But god is fair.. One day u get will get the retribution u deserved.. If he can leave one person for the other, he can also leave the other person for the next one who comes along... U tot he was faithful all the long, just " chi chi" waiting for u.. How he desperatly went after other gals he tink that no one Noes... And pls ask him to have more creativity, doing things he did for me last time for u, bringing u to places I suggested to him and went last time.. LOL =P I remember u once said... "This kind of guy Ke yi Yao ma" Haha... Slap ur own mouth.. I came to realise its not my lost losing him, previously bcos of the "gan qing" we had that blinds me from everything he did but not now... All the veri best to the both of u which are one of a kind .... Since alreadi to him i'm tis kind of person.. i'm not afraid that he will see this post.. Go ahead and tell him ba like u always did..
Friday, July 10, 2009
No amount of words can describe my feelings, i tried realli realli hard to pull myself up i realli did but why... How many sleepless nites i had gone through how many nites i cried myself to bed.. 难道被人伤害了就要去伤害回别人吗！从一开始犯错的人不是我,但是为何一切都是我承担.
我的心到底离你有多远，难道真的没有什么让你留恋。我多嫉妒她让你坚决。。你让我手无纯铁！
Thursday, December 31, 2009
Today marks tHe end of 2009 ~ Time realli flies without us knowing.. Its a year since i joined my tis current company and "Hooray" I had finally completed my studies which had lasted for oNe and a half year =) No more late nites on wed and fri (".) Pending results which will be out in another 7 to 8 weeks or so. fiNgers crossed ya, LOL :) Experienced so many changes in a year and finally thiNgs re settling in place. Just hope everything will be smooth sailing for the coming new year "2010".. In addition, there is a new member in my family which is Baby Javen Ho who was born on 23 Dec 2009, coNgrats to Sis Iris and Jiefu for their arrival of their second child.. Pics will be uploaded later ya ;)
* tiNking of where to go for couNtdown wif dEar and my sweetheart zhen later, kekez!! Will update wen i'm free *
~ Goodbye 2009
aNd
Happy New Year to Everyone ~
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
Exactly 2 moNths since my last post on my abandoned site ~ Haf been pretty lazy to pen down my thoughts, partially cos haf been catchiNg drama series & playiNg my favourite bejeweled on facEbook. Dun even haf enough time to catch my slp ya =)
SomethiNg to rejoice about... Sch is fiNalli oVer, Kekez !!!! but pray hard tis last 2 exam upcomiNg in dEc, i'll be able to pass.. Had maNaged to pass the past 8 modules w/o fail.. But realli worried for tis last 2 modules cos simply dun uNderstand it.. Haiz*
Anyway will be back soon to update on my life recEntly, going for lunch soon. Hopefully it doesN't rain..
Lastly, preseNting my cutie pair doraemon from dEar (".)
Friday, September 11, 2009
It was amaziNg how thiNgs haf changed... I had initially lost trust in Love totally till he came by. If u asked me why, i wouldn't be able to explain too =) Alot of ppl came in to my life for the past 9 mths but none is able to touched me like he did^ But still veri tHankful for everyone who tried to pick me up during that period of time cos i noe some of them are genuine in their care for me.. It is just tHe feeliNgs tat he gave, tHe security he had given me to make me willing to try it one more time just for him. Perhaps like ppl always say.. "mEeting the rite ppl at the rite time" Now i believe so (".)
I had fallen to the bottom of the pit previously but now i'm learnin to climb up from where i fall. Dun deny tHe fear might still exist a little but appreciates everything that he's willing to do for me be it from tolerating my temper & to pampering me like a princess... I'm so grateful tat i found back tHe meaning to life.. Sorri for making those who cares for me worried for me for the past 9 mths esp my lovely mum & sis.. But dun wori k, I'm realli perfectly fine now & is well taken care of ~
" Dedicated to my dearest Micheal Chang : Dear, Appreciates ur Love & care & everything tat u re willing to do for me. I understand human beings do haf differences at times and it is not easy to maintain a relationship but we will work on it together alrite aNd i promise u tat i will walk out of his shadow & haf nothing to do wif him veri soon ~ Hope we can walk hand in hand till tHe rest of the time and be so loviNg & sweet always =) "
Monday, September 7, 2009
A promise siNce 22 August 2009
My dEarest Micheal Chang
tKs dEar, u made mE trust LOVE again... Appreciate every little thiNgs u did for me =)
Wat a guy who is not even able to pay up tHe $50 he was supposed to pay every moNth for his OWN Hp bill.. How pathetic it is.. Like i said before U wanna spEnt moNey on someone else or urself please pay off ur debts first Or if tat person LOVE u so much pls ask her to help u pay off ur debts.. I'm not asking for anything too much, tis is just wat u are supposed to be paying me back & for godness sake it is not even enough to cover ur Hp bill each moNth not to even mention the balance u accumulate & owe further each moNth. Pls dun make thiNgs so ugly.. U came to me & ask me not to make things till like tat & to let u continue the contract under my name till next year wen the contract ends & promise u will carry on paying each mth.. But wat i received in the end was only u paying me 1 time in July & in August U dun even wanna reply my msg wen i asked u abt it even though how much i dun wish to contact u . Wat a coward ~ Just my luck to fall in Love wif sumone like u which i will nVr ever feel contented to haf u before yet only disgusted to haf fallen for someone like u... DuN even wish to mention to haf such a pathetic PAST wif u before.. Pls save some face for urself & do something abt it..
Friday, July 24, 2009
Hmm..... Its been rather loNg since I last updated abt my life ya =) Unhappy thiNgs aside, tink the last time I post somethiNg rather happy is almost abt 2 mtHs ago where I go party & chill out every now & then, LOL ~ Life has been fun recently too esp wif tis sweetie ZhenZhen around (".) She's another muddlehead like me thus putting us together, u can imagine how blur we can be at times, haha =) Catch up wif alot alot of other old frieNds recently too but most of the time are chilling out & partying as well.. It keeps me real occupied which is sumthing gd^ kekez.. But sumthing bad is i'm falliNg sick, no shd say haf fallen sick.. Stupid cough, sore throat & ruNny nose.. Pls get well soon.. I wanna go siNg .. But partially the reason I took longer to recover is also cos I have not been watchiNg my diet =( down wif sore throat yet I had Katong Laksa on tues nite, Steamboat oN wed & KFC + Sashimi last nite.. How to get well ya, LOL =P weNt Crazy Hour wif Zhenzhen + bf & friends @ Chinatown yesterday after bro iN Law Douglas' mini Bday celebration @ Er Jie's hse.. Sang a few soNgs wif sweetie but not realli contented cos had a hard time siNging.. but is ok, when I haf fully recovered, we shall go siNg again ya (".) mEeting up wif Zhenzhen later after work. We are now like lesbian, haha.. She told me "1 day nvr see u I gao wei leh" kekez... Shy* Hehe.. Actualli me too ya, grown quite attached to u my dear gal & enjoyed ur company.. tKs for everything & being there ! Some of the pics to share not gonna post all cos it is available @ my fb... Got to go...
Us at M Bar
Zhen & her bf Weili
Us & the waitress Shuling
3 Good friEnds @ Liquid Gold
See no evil, Hear no evil, Speak no evil..
mE , LiroNg and YenliNg
My 38 classmate =)
Monday, July 20, 2009
Its amazing how scheming ppl can be... Alot of ppl including his parents, bros and friends warned me abt her but yet i choose to believe she's innocent and realli regretful of wat she had done wen she apologised to me tinking we are all gals and shd understand how we felt.. I'm stupid, I'm ignorant believing someone who hurt me once. Time slowly shows her fox tail proving how scheming and scary a person she is.. Everyone sees it but just not him.. For once i tot giving them my blessing is wat i shd do.. but NOT now when she is often acting like a pathetic person in front of him. . . U make everythings sounds to him how bad a person i'm and how much sufferings u had gone through and how "wei qu" u are rite. tiNk twice.. and beware of retribution. . Oopss... i remembered u got URS... Initially i still pity the u whom i tot was really repentant and regretful... but now blame no one but urself.. U didn't fell veri badly i guess cos u got a SPARE tyre who is willing to do anything for u... But god is fair.. One day u get will get the retribution u deserved.. If he can leave one person for the other, he can also leave the other person for the next one who comes along... U tot he was faithful all the long, just " chi chi" waiting for u.. How he desperatly went after other gals he tink that no one Noes... And pls ask him to have more creativity, doing things he did for me last time for u, bringing u to places I suggested to him and went last time.. LOL =P I remember u once said... "This kind of guy Ke yi Yao ma" Haha... Slap ur own mouth.. I came to realise its not my lost losing him, previously bcos of the "gan qing" we had that blinds me from everything he did but not now... All the veri best to the both of u which are one of a kind .... Since alreadi to him i'm tis kind of person.. i'm not afraid that he will see this post.. Go ahead and tell him ba like u always did..
Friday, July 10, 2009
No amount of words can describe my feelings, i tried realli realli hard to pull myself up i realli did but why... How many sleepless nites i had gone through how many nites i cried myself to bed.. 难道被人伤害了就要去伤害回别人吗！从一开始犯错的人不是我,但是为何一切都是我承担.
